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Thursday, December 29, 2005, 6:27 pm
tanpa kawan. hidupku tidak sempurna
pilu. sedih. kecewa. sayang. rindu. semuaku rasakan pada waktu itu. tidak kusangka betapa pentingnya mereka dalam kehidupan aku ini. mereka telah korbankan masa mereka, penat lelah, semata-mata untuk kami semua. hari pertama aku tidak begitu peduli tentang mereka. Hanya rumah yang ku pedulikan. pada mulanya, hanya merana yang ku fikirkan. hari semakin gelap. tidak perna ku bayangkan suasana malam di sekolah. terasa gembira. tetapi rumah masih yang ku pedulikan. 3.30 pagi. dikejut. bangun dan bersiap sedia untuk aktiviti yang seterusnya. mata kami ditutupi oleh sehelai kain hitam. di bawa oleh facii ke merata sekolah. angin sang bayu meniup ke arah ku. bunyian suara-suara tidak ku pedulikan. aku letih. sampai di hall sekolah. kami di arah untuk duduk. gelap-gelita. merasakan seolah-olah aku orang yang buta. sebuah cerita di dengarkan. ngeri dibuatnya. Qiamulail sudah bermula. kami solat dua rakaat tahjud dan satu rakaat witir. kami tadarus beramai-ramai. menyambung kerja-kerja yang patut diselesaikan. aku bimbang tentang kak Iffah. dari pagi hingga malam tidak ada peluang untuk makan. gastric. tak sampai hati untuk melihat kak facii yang disygi tak beberapa sihat. aku tertanya-tanya pada diriku, kenapa kak iffah tak nampak ceria? tak sanggup ku untuk menanya perkara sebegitu. kami berkumpul di lecture theatre. memberi persembahan tentang tajwid. perasaan yang tidak di ingini datang dengan sekelip mata. aku sedih mendengar kata-kata kak huda. pilu kerana kami akan berpisah. kecewa kerana selama ini aku terlalu angkuh. lagu terakhir yang kita nyanyikan, tangisan sedih dan gembira jatuh ke pipiku. aku tidak mahu berpisah. aku sayangkan mereka. semoga mereka di rahmati Allah. kata-kata terakhir buat kakak-kakak ku. terima kasih atas segala pergorbanan yang telah di lakukan buat kami. tak dapat ku balasi. pasrah. pelukan antara satu sama lain begitu erat lagi. hari ini adalah hari yang terindah buat ku. terima kasih. jasa dan baik budimu tak akan ku lupakan. Tuesday, December 27, 2005, 5:24 pm
lylas!
early in the morning, went to jurong swimming complex. was fun there. but very exhausted. tired. heh slept in the bus 157.. gee, i slept so badly. *yawnz* hmm.. didnt sleep well actually. someone messaged. the loud tone woke me up. was shocked. haiz.. nvm. Gosh, i've got camp tomorrow. *sigh* havent pack anything yet. feel like not going. but its compulsory. nvm anyway. school's opening soon. oh Great. we are gonna be Little again! yay. haha.. well, needa work more harder for my studies. hmph! gonna be much harder then the last year's. oh well, im kinda happy and satisfied. know why? know why? Theresa was on! lol miss her so much. omg.. its Great to see her. Its Great to see the Theresa i knew. awww.. but we chat quite long. not really actually. cuz she needa sleep, its 12.30 am there. in california. so.. we said Goodbye to each other. still miss her. but im Glad to see her at last. despite we didnt talk that much, i had a wonderful time chatting with you. gotta go now. LyLas! - love you like a sis! ciaos! Monday, December 26, 2005, 6:53 pm
Omg. i didn't know..
my tag's all gone! i didnt know if i change my Cbox, all the tags will be gone. oh well, hope you guyz will tag again yeah. please do, please tag. *cries* , 12:28 pm
Omg.. what the.
of going back to my house. but i end up at my aunt's house. know why? know why? actually we were window shopping at the Funan the IT mall. i don't really like that place. all computer stuff. it could be my dad's favourite place, maybe. me and my mum decided to go back and let my bro and my dad get the things they need. but gah.. one thing, one item, they took bout more than 2 hours to buy. getting bored. lastly decided to go home. went to the supermarket. bought some items. suddenly, "where's the key"? aaaaaaahhhhh... what the.. we forget to take the key from my dad! what a dissapointment. so, i ended up here in my aunt's house. no gunbound. *sigh* i wanna go home! hmph. nvm.. ill be home soon as my bro and dad's back. hope they'll come back soon. soon. i mean soon. Sunday, December 25, 2005, 6:38 pm
busy day today
haiz.. too exhausted but still wanna post something. rofl. hmm.. lets talk bout today. first thing in the morning, i woke up. do my prayers. after that, went stright to the PC and turn on. sit on the chair. and start playing gunbound. omg, lost too much games. arent feeling satisfy, so i continued playing until im satisfy. 9 am! ready ready ready. take a shower. eat my breakfast. went out. took the 88 bus stright to my auntie's house at Sengkang. it was a long journey tho. i slept in the bus. but not that peaceful sleep. so.. we reached there. everyone's not there yet. we are the first family actually. so i sat on the floor. smsing aisyah and kak husna. it was fun smsing them. they made me laugh alone like some crazy girl. heh. bout 3 plus. reached home. changed my long skirt to a track-pants. cycled to my auntie's house at toa payoh lorong 8. phew, was scared cuz my dad's bike's too big for me. but heh, i rode it. its fun. played the badminton. so exhausted. but its good for my health. haha.. oh well, what a bz day today. the tiring i could'nt forget. , 9:00 am
Great Game!
so dissapointed.. we lost every single game we played.. oh well. i rest for awhile. ate something, then continue playing. played, concentrate as much as i could. haha.. than we won about 4 games. lol. its quite satisfying. *smiles* two hours past so fast.. now its 9 am. gosh, i got to go. needa be ready, going to my auntie's house. anyway, happy holidays yeah.. Saturday, December 24, 2005, 9:01 pm
she's different. im dissapointed
why's she so different? i feel like shes a stranger to me.. last time we are damn close. but now? why must this happen? i miss the old her. im dissapointed. shes sound so arrogant. so unkind-hearted. so unfriendly. she changed so much. shes not the girl i know. shes different i cant accept the new her. im sorry. ur too cruel. forgive me. ur too selfish. i did everything for you. this isn't what i suppose to get. ur such a let down. i need the old you. i love the old you. selfish. cruel. unkind-hearted. unfriendly. i need you. u just don't understand how it feels like. ur immature. chocolates everything for u. ur such a let down. im sorry , 4:26 pm
the laughters
im so shocked. it keep flowing.. for bout half an hour. sigh. then i started unpacking my begs and all the stuff i bought from m'sia. took my new, clean clothes. fold them. put into the other beg. haha continued my holiday at pasir ris! hmm... we took a taxi there. it was night when we reached the place. the others were waiting outside the banglow! haha.. how suprising. well, the taxi driver didnt know the place either. rest rest rest, eat eat eat. woah.. im getting fatter! so sad.. well, i didnt even had an enough rest tho. were exiting. watched so much kind of movies. Charlie and the Chocolate factory!!! i love the movie! willy wonka's so cute! haha.. i watched it for 4 times. maybe more. didnt remember. laughing all the time. well, the last day, we went cycling. its fun, but oh its raining. not that heavy. but ok lar, drazzling. cycled until the wild wild wet. haha.. kinda far but it was fun! it was long since i rode a bicycle. so exhausted, arms, legs cram. so badly. all the laughters i wont forget. and i wont forget the incident. i knocked on the woods edge. oh my, its damn sharp. hurts that much! until now.. feel like vomitting all the time. gah.. makes me giddy.. haiz.. anyway, the fun didnt last that long. but hey, i wont forget everything we did there. hehs.. , 2:56 pm
it's over
ready up ready up! we went for breakfast.chaos chaos.. bout 10 plus, the bus took us tothe Dewan Beringin. help out all the stuff i could.all the bunga mangga and the cenderamata for thosewho came. The bride and the groom arrives. ohoh, how gorgeous the bride was! she was so charming. sigh. a prefect couple. i spent most of the time talking to kak fizza. too much things to say. we talked and laughed.we played murderes wing. haha. its fun. i wont forget the daywe spent our time together.We arrived at the hotel. didnt even rest. we start shopping againmaking ourselves satisfy. we bought lots of things. the last day, first thing in the morning, wake up, wash upbreakfast, start shopping again! woot! its my first timegoing shopping. i mean, seriously shopping, buying all those stuffthat u wanna. sigh. at 11, rushrush. pack our begs, aboard the bus.about 4 plus, we reached singapore. what a Great holiday i had. |
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