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Friday, November 30, 2007, 11:44 pm
(insert title) its been eons since i last heard this erm, neighbour of mine cursing non-stop by his kitchen window in which is directly opposite my house servise balcony. he starts again yesterday after having a long holiday; for the sake of his throat i suppose. he starts swearing and cursing with too much of his profane oath. and when i behold to those, HAH! multi-language la sey. and that consists of English - Mandarin - Malay. ok but somehow, i think he really needs a treatment. anyway, for today's first Game of the monthsss was pretty interesting. Playing in the rain wasn't that bad after all. yet we stop and resume when it goes drizzle and it gradually cease. its true that sometimes things are better to be left Unspoken. Tuesday, November 27, 2007, 10:02 am
its nice. thats so a wonderful dream of mine. a stupendous illusion. much loves that includes my cousins, the Seven us. and even his brother. its even better there wasn't any presence of him. this dream. its nice you know. reallly nice. even though you'd wake up having aches all over. yet you don't feel like waking up as if you want this dream to be reality. if only i could wish for that. heh okey maybe i could? and that'll be just for the sweetest part. *winks* an entire day for not texting. life seems kind of blend.dull. so much things to be said when it comes to you, ey? just take care there. and yah, All the very bestt for today and tomorrow. . Happy Birthday to Kakak. May you will be eternally blessed by Allah . Sunday, November 25, 2007, 4:54 pm
torment. Lari, lari, lari Aku lari tingalkan semua ini Untuk mencari, cari, cari Ketenangan diri Pergi, pergi, pergi Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini Ku tak mahu, mahu Engkau hadir dalam diri ini Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu Ku simpan semua sebak di dada Biar ku yang terluka Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu Lafaskan kata dari bibir Adakahnya dari hati Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyi Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini Mengapa Aku yang terluka Aku yang merana Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini Engkau yang meminta Aku yang sengsara Rimas, rimas aku rimas thanks to you, Gorgeous. it does suits my condition. and now its my newest obsession. still, and forever. only you know. Saturday, November 24, 2007, 10:00 am
this is Life. you are always here. to lent your shoulder for me to cry or to lean on. to lent your ears for me to hear the stories of my Life. advices and consoles i get in return. still telling me to be patient as theres always a reason why it happened. no point dwelling on it since its over. looking forward for the light that shines through. myutmostsuperbcooliogorgeousnumerouno, still, only you know. im missing you. ~Mengapa Aku yang terluka Aku yang merana Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini Engkau yang meminta Aku yang sengsara Rimas, rimas aku rimas. Thursday, November 22, 2007, 12:22 pm
soft hearted. you were here. patting on my shoulder. telling me to be patient. as i wont be losing anything. by then, everything would turn alright. lets just hope for that. this feelings does fades away, yet it comes unexpectedly with full of agony. anguish. torment. pain. i shouldn't have dawdled my time on you. i shouldn't have. i shouldn't have. im such a jerk. myutmostsuperbcooliogorgeousnumerouno, only you know. . Happy Birthday to Bestfriend May you will be eternally blessed by Allah. i miss you . Tuesday, November 20, 2007, 6:13 pm
its all about PinkandBlue.
Thank You. for giving me this piece of memory. and it feels Great to know that you Sunday, November 18, 2007, 12:28 am
al-fateha to my Grandmama who passed away this morning. every morning you'd accompany me, watching P.Ramlee movies, eating oranges, red bean ice-cream potong. and when i were off to school, you'd be standing by the grill through the balcony window, waving goodbye. same goes to the evening, you'd await my presence with your warm Hello wave. those memories of ours are never to be disremember. even though all of it were years past, yet still the smiles and laughter of yours are vividly seen and heard in mind. ~Ya Allah. Kau tempatkanlah nenek ku di dalam SyurgaMu bersama para Solehin dan mereka yang Kau rahmati juga kau redhai. ampunkanlah dosa-dosa nenek ku selama beliau telah hidup di muka bumi Kau ini. semoga nenek ku meninggal di dalam Khusnul Khatimah. Sesungguhnya, Kau lah yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang. Amin. thousand apologies for my misdeed and everything which i've done wrong. i love you. and i miss you. Grandmama. Friday, November 16, 2007, 9:48 pm
dilemma part two? today is the day. this morning was the moment. the Moment that determines our future. future as in the upcoming year. or maybe future as in what we'll end up as. we await for hours. yet it ends within a second. our hearts pounding. feeling restless. feeling nervous. wondering how'll the results turn out to be. dosen't mean we didn't manage to succeed, we are to be called failures. or to be looked down on to. dosen't mean we managed succeed, we are to be called achievers. or to be boast of. there's always a reason why things happened. a year or retained is far better than to regret the whole life. Congratulations to all. there are still upcoming years to go. . thank You, God. though it wasn't a truly satisfaction. i still, feel thankful and grateful . Tuesday, November 13, 2007, 10:04 pm
dilemma? fikiranku runsing. hatiku tidak tenteram. mengapakah perasaan ini muncul semula secara tiba-tiba? sesungguhnya aku tidak gagah, tidak juga aku kuat untuk melawan perasaanku ini. tidakkah aku tahu yang mana baik dan yang mana buruk? bukankah aku telah melalui keperitan tatkala bercinta? tidakkah aku tahu bahawa ia tidak akan berpanjangan? aku tahu. aku tahu semua itu .. tetapi mengapakah hati ini masih sanggup melalui keperitan yang berpanjangan, hanya kerana ingin merasakan keindahan cinta; Keindahan dalam masa yang begitu pendek lagi singkat. the three Don'ts. - Don't contact - Don't look - Don't think. will safely kept in mind, k. =) ~Ya Allah, peliharalah diriku ini dari perkara-perkara yang tidak diingini. Pimpinlah aku ke pangkal jalan yang lurus dan bukanlah ke pangkal jalan yang Kau murkai. HambaMu ini perlukan bimbingan dan pertolongan dariMu ya Allah. Sesungguhnya Kaulah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. i love you. .Happy Birthday to Abang. May you will be eternally Blessed by Allah i love you. Monday, November 12, 2007, 11:18 pm
isi hatiku. hari pertama buat minggu yang terakhir persekolahan. sudahku sangka, aku akan mendapat markah peperiksaan yang telah aku duduki minggu lepas. hatiku resah lagi gelisah. sesungguhnya aku telah buat yang termampu. tidak lepas dengan aku berdoa setiap hari .. dan kini tibalah masanya aku bertawakal kepada Allah. aku pasrah. aku sedih. tetapi bukan aku tidak berterima kasih apatah lagi bersyukur. tetapi hati ini bagaikan sudah berputus asa, adakah dengan aku bersungguh-sungguh belajar beginikah keputusan yang hanya mampu untukku miliki? baru sekarang aku mengerti. mungkin ini hanyalah satu Ujian buatku atau aku yang patut dipersalahkan kerana mungkin aku telah melakukan kesilapan tanpa disedari? ~Ya Allah .. aku terlalu mengikutkan perasaanku. aku sepatutnye bersyukur, dan bukan bersedih lagi. aku yakin, aku boleh buat lagi baik dari itu .. surah Ibrahim. ayat 7. Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhan kamu memberitahu: Demi sesungguhnya! Jika kamu bersyukur nescaya Aku akan tambahi nikmatKu kepada kamu dan demi sesungguhnya, jika kamu kufur ingkar sesungguhnya azabKu amatlah keras. Sunday, November 11, 2007, 3:46 pm
3:45Pm and this poem is for me. Thy misery grows deep How can this be and nothing great The hatred of thy soul is wider than believed No coming out nor coming close Hurt thy and thou shall die Die within thy heart and mind Hate thy and thou shall be hated Kill thy confidence and thy’ll kill thou heart Destruction is bliss Thy destruction is greater than thou hate Spite thy and thou shall depart from life , 10:47 am
the poem. that recollect our pasts. As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: "Love has no ending." "I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street, "I'll love till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. "The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world." But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: "O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. "In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. "In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy Tomorrow or today. "Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. "O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare in the basin And wonder what you've missed. "The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the teacup opens A lane to the land of the dead. "Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant is enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. "O look, look in the mirror, O look in your distress; Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. "O stand, stand at the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbor With all your crooked heart. "It was late, late in the evening, The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on. ah.let the past remains past. as there are filled with memories. unforgettable memories. to be recollect. by the way, Happy Birthday to my darling, Belle! may you will be Eternally Blessed by Allah. sayang kau la Belle. =)) Saturday, November 10, 2007, 11:29 am
appreciate things. so far so good. everything seems to turn out pretty okey. or not? hah ok thats basically normal. the examination are finally over, ah thats three days back as it seem. its nice to see your mates having Fun feeling "Free" like as though they're free from being caged for years. (ah okey, thats crap. and sacarstic ) but as for me, nah. i am still yet to be free. like a bird being locked in a cage, by then when the cage has been unlocked, it still couldn't fly freely as there is a Cat. a Cat called Tom, that eats birds, waiting .. ( ahhh okey, i think im out of story. ) actually thats just the way it is suppose to be described as. talking about stories and experiences. you know that sometimes, by listening or reading about peoples' experiences may lead you to undergo the process called metamorphosis, in which you change from a Immature state, to a mature state. you think you think? dont think so? ah i think so . however, to me. it isn't just about the undergo-ing the process called metamorphosis, yet it is the chance for me to get to know one a little much deeper. deeper as in that to know how she is, or maybe what she likes .. or etc etc. lol? nah. ah, stories and experiences .. i take them whereever i go. so as you can see, those stories and experiences might be something that can brighten.enliven your day as the one tends to travel far till sometimes we lost contact for days ya, uhuh uhuh. you won't feel as if that person is physically far cause that person is with ur imaginations.mind la. ah i know what, thats a little bit tooo long for a post. so, thats my life and the way i am. who tends to appreciate things. Not like the way people use to. *smiles.* Friday, November 09, 2007, 10:23 am
just a little something to share; Suatu hari, Imam Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya lalu beliau bertanya (Teka Teki ) : Imam Ghazali = ' Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini ? Murid 1 = ' Orang tua ' Murid 2 = ' Guru ' Murid 3 = ' Teman ' Murid 4 = ' Kaum kerabat ' Imam Ghazali = ' Semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita ialah MATI . Sebab itu janji Allah bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati ( Surah Ali-Imran :185). Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini ?' Murid 1 = ' Negeri Cina ' Murid 2 = ' Bulan ' Murid 3 = ' Matahari ' Murid 4 = ' Bintang-bintang ' Iman Ghazali = ' Semua jawaban itu benar. Tetapi yang paling benar adalah MASA LALU. Bagaimanapun kita, apapun kenderaan kita, tetap kita tidak akan dapat kembali ke masa yang lalu. Oleh sebab itu kita harus menjaga hari ini, hari esok dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai dengan ajaran Agama'. Iman Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling besar didunia ini ?' Murid 1 = ' Gunung ' Murid 2 = ' Matahari ' Murid 3 = ' Bumi ' Iman Ghazali = ' Semua jawaban itu benar, tapi yang besar sekali adalah HAWA NAFSU (Surah Al A'raf: 179). Maka kita harus hati-hati dengan nafsu kita, jangan sampai nafsu kita membawa ke neraka.' Iman Ghazali=' Apa yang paling berat didunia? ' Murid 1 = ' Baja ' Murid 2 = ' Besi ' Murid 3 = ' Gajah ' Imam Ghazali = ' Semua itu benar, tapi yang paling berat adalah MEMEGANG AMANAH (Surah Al-Azab : 72 ). Tumbuh-tumbuhan, binatang, gunung, dan malaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka menjadi khalifah pemimpin) di dunia ini. Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya berebut-rebut menyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT sehingga banyak manusia masuk ke neraka kerana gagal memegang amanah.' Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini ?' Murid 1 = ' Kapas' Murid 2 = ' Angin ' Murid 3 = ' Debu ' Murid 4 = ' Daun-daun' Imam Ghazali = ' Semua jawaban kamu itu benar, tapi yang paling ringan sekali didunia ini adalah MENINGGALKAN SOLAT. Gara-gara pekerjaan kita atau urusan dunia, kita tinggalkan solat ' Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini? ' Murid- Murid dengan serentak menjawab = ' Pedang ' Imam Ghazali = ' Itu benar, tapi yang paling tajam sekali didunia ini adalah LIDAH MANUSIA. Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri ' 'sampaikanlah walau satu ayat'. Sunday, November 04, 2007, 11:35 pm
these are lyrics. yet aren't just lyrics. And as I look into your eyes I see an angel in disguise Sent from God above For me to love To hold and idolise And as I hold your body near I'll see this month through to a year And then forever on Til life is gone I'll keep your loving near And now I've finally found my way To lead me down this lonely road All I have to do Is follow you To lighten up my load You treat me like a rose You give me room to grow You shone the light of love on me And gave me air so I can breathe You open doors that close In a world where anything goes You give me strength so I stand tall Within this bed of earth Just like a rose And when I feel like hope is gone You give me strength to carry on Each time I look at you There's something new To keep our loving strong I hear you whisper in my ear All of the words I long to hear Of how you'll always be Here next to me To wipe away my tears And now I've finally found my way To lead me down this lonely road All I have to do Is follow you To lighten up my load And though the seasons change Our love remains the same You face the thunder When the sunshine turns to rain Just like a rose - Like a rose; A1. - |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.06091993. from the soil, it becomes flesh from flesh, it consists of organs and with a heart that pumps, i live. i need no special human. nor do i need an extrodinary man. i just need Allah for all of these are |
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