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Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 1:39 am
even as tiny. have you ever wondered about God's will? don't we used to listen to Daddy who told us the non-fictional story of how powerful God is.. and how we used to fear God when we were at the young ages of life with unknowledgeable thinkings.. even how we used learned to bow whole-heartedly upon God, the Almighty. do we not? somehow, i was awakened and knocked on the head by what happened moments ago. however, it made me smile. a long-lost bestfriend greeted me online.. with an intention of asking couples of questions. how to perform tahajjud? how to perform taubat? MasyaAllah. i was astonished. it touches my heart, although at the same time i felt "satu penamparan hebat ke pipi" like what You used to say. it may be nothing to those, it may be a small issue to that but it really is something tremendous to me. i am glad. Glad to see that God has given her a true friend who would face thick and thin of life together. Hamdanlillah. what that came to mind was.. oh Lord, You made me see how neglet i was oh Lord, You made me realise that each second of my life there are millions of Human yearning for Your Love and nothing more. oh Lord, You awakened me from the dark boastful egocity person.. what have i been doing while others weep and yearn? have i applied the basic knowledge of a muslim to my daily routine? i am able to see them taking a step towards You, closer and closer.. yet i? i am still here. million million miles far from You. are you able to imagine what i am visualizing? i feel humiliated. and yes i envy them. though it may be their first time performing the solat.. only God knows how deeply sincere they can be, compared to me? oh Allah~ it made me smile as i get to see the Wonder of Your will. it made me think how far i have been left out. oh Allah~ do bless them with what they truly deserve. Thank You, Allah. -ibadah, do it constantly alike the dew that condenses every morning. and not like the heavy rain that comes by once every blue moon.- its not the Quantity. but its the Quality that matters. WallahuA'lam. Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 7:54 pm
okay, yay im doing this for myra. or maybe just for fun. THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: -Siti Zakiah Zakaria. -Ct. -Jak. THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD: -jakko. -jacky jak jug. -jacob? THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES: -stood amid the crowd of mrt passangers.gee -sat at coffee bean. -walked back home. THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: -my five senses. -preferrable to be alone. -everything God has given. THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: -my own weakness -fear crowd -my fierce face, myra? THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS: -muslim -malay -malaysian? ok no. singaporean, right dad? THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF: -the Supreme. -the Almighty. -the One and Only. THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: -clothes. -hairband. -spectacles. THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: -water to live. -food for the sake of my stomach. -erm, money? THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS: -Quran. -Handphone. -Spectacles. THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS: -Nasyid bands. -OneRepublic. -Backstreetboys. THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY: -talk to myself. -watch tom and jerry. -watch P.ramlee movies. THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: -belaian ibu, Hijjaz. -love story, Taylor Swift. -Say(all i need), OneRepublic. THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: -if that'll be after O levels, i'd wanna gain more more more knowledge. -i'd wanna work. -i'd wanna be social? THREE THINGS YOU REGRET: -nothing because i take mistakes as steps to become wiser. THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: -honesty. -faithful. -truthful. THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD: -still yet to give, but i will try to stand for the Human Rights. thats politic, is that not? i want to fight for those Muslims killed by the Kafirun! TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order): -i can't stand watching muslims get killed and the faking news. -i am not missing You. thats totally a lie. THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: -he himself. -colour of the eyes. -anything that wouldn't possibly change when he gets old. THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: -honesty. -faithful. -responsible. THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: -the things that God forbids. -stop gaining knowledge. -being rude. THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST: -whats past is past, though somewhat i miss being a child. -i miss being a divine baby. -i miss being with You. THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE: -yeah, new sony ericsson phone. -another sweet memory shared with You. -a gift nothing more than having a happy family. THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE: -i am who i am for God created me. -He tested me with sore and pain. -i am His Creation and He who i yearn His love. THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES: -talking to myself. -write. -scribble. THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: -i want You here. -a long conversation with You. -hearing stories from You. THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: -chemist. -astronomer. -what about.. an islamic scientist. =) THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY: -Siberia, Russia. -Hokkaido, Japan. -New Zealand. THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS: -Eyore the blue donkey. -Tom and Jerry. -Kon from japanese anime Bleach. THREE BOY’S NAMES: -Zakaria. -Ahmad Aizuddin. -Adi Rusyaidi, Adi Rusyaidi, Adi Rusyaidi. ha ha THREE GIRL'S NAMES: -Hazwani -Fadiilah -Fauziyah (i need Ten slots for my Girls name. =] ) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: -Hajj. -Umrah Umrah Umrah as many times and possible. -Al-Azhar Student. insyaAllah. THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY: -the laughing gang, 'Aisy -the young photographer, Hazwani -the extreme perfectionist, Ukht Hasanah (die painfully? Ouch.) Monday, December 22, 2008, 7:41 am
sick package. eventually, apart from getting swells and bruises, pains and complains, i am now able to comprehend what lies within the hearts of our parents; ibu and ayah. they conceal the worries and sadness behind the scoldings. for "kite marah kerana sayang." i didn't nor did i ever give a thought until i realised that they showered me with their love and care even before ibu laboured me. we take things for granted, do we not? im afraid i am not able to deny that. beneath that beauty lies a warrior. same goes to, beneath my egositm lies a little someone soft-hearted. and yes, i am enduring this agony. God~ give me strength, i want to get well and healthy. i am missing one of His creation. somewhere out there, praying for the best as well as in a pink of health. do ponder the words i delivered to you. i meant good, and not to hurt. let's buckle our seat belts, let's fold our sleeves, let's do the best for Our Thing. ITMAWATs', Let Us Do Our Thing Together. insyaAllah it'll be a success. Wallahua'lam. Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 11:05 pm
nothing. nothing seems to entertain me nothing seems worth to be excited of nothing seems to bother me nothing seems to make sense.. of all i could visualize is a wilting flower lack of water. lack of sunlight. of all i could feel is left in the dark not a glimmer of sunlight. nor a pleasant scent. of all i could listen is the dripping of a leaking pipe rusty. and unwanted. nothing. not a thing. zero. not even a soul. pathethic. anti~ maafkan ana. Sunday, December 07, 2008, 5:23 pm
i brokedown. as i watch, my tear bank was filled to its brim. the hot tear starts to accumulate and it rolls down slowly towards the ground. the Ka'abah i yearn to see it standing before me. will i be able to perform the Umrah? even Hajj? will i be given a chance to accomplish the last Five Rukun? Oh Allah~ do take my soul away if i am given the chance to step the Holy Place; Mekah. Oh Allah~ May the Muslim performing the Hajj strive their prime aim for A Mabrur Hajj. the Jemaah are gathering themselves at the Arafat, though We, the other Muslims fast. May we will be bless alike the Jemaahs' for their hardship and patience. Oh Allah~ i now get to see the Flawless creation You created. Subhanallah. Monday, December 01, 2008, 11:27 pm
just you. i knew it all along though i kept denying to acknowledge. i know, i can feel it coming. i know, it is coming back. i know, it is definitely coming back. again. and i abhore. but i will make sure everything will turn futile. as history will never get the chance to repeat itself. i am Sayonara. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.06091993. from the soil, it becomes flesh from flesh, it consists of organs and with a heart that pumps, i live. i need no special human. nor do i need an extrodinary man. i just need Allah for all of these are |
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