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Tuesday, January 31, 2006, 6:17 pm
watever they are.
dengki dengki dengki. forget it. the problem won't solve in any way. let it be. it will make her happy though. i can't stop her. shes happy. let her be. she don't need me now. good luck friend. Sunday, January 29, 2006, 6:54 pm
must this happen?
study. memorizing. sleep. think. eat. pray. all sortsa stuff. sqash my heart! she can't message me. *God* now what? im sick. still sick. like usual. coughing aint getting better. could say it's getting worst. headache m i g r a i n e. *sigh* they aint gonna help. they are making it worst. is she mad at me? what did i do? could someone answer my ques? im getting curious about this. it wasn't my fault for not entertaining you lately. those peoples are with you. how am i suppose to? i apologise. but i dont know it was over. it's gone. i don't blame you for that. you did it on purpose. still, i understand why u did that. you really dissapoint me. though it's only few messages u deleted, i was mad. yeah i was. cuz you gave me that msg and it belongs to me. me. its mine. you have no right to delete it. Duh! its over.. forget bout what happen on Saturday. just don't let that happen again. you are forgiven. shes mad. i can't take it. im gonna let go. see whats gonne happen, just be prepared. forgiveness could happen anytime. cuz whatever it takes, you both r in my mind. and belongs here, in my heart. i can't deny. i can't admit. what i did, is the best. i care. i love. thats all i can give, from my heart to you three. Wednesday, January 25, 2006, 6:59 pm
it should.
i couldn't even describe it. it goes. again it comes. i've got nothing to say. risau. tak henti. pilu. tak terkata. sayang. tak terhingga. pelik. bingung. tertanya-tanya. bagaimana? kenapa? apa? Monday, January 23, 2006, 9:02 pm
what would they say?
actually it did really go well. but, what would they say? i ain't gonna care bout what they say. uhuh, it's true. Cuz if i do care bout what they say, miserable. im happy. im satisfied. the hug that felt so comfortable ain't gonna let me forget. i need the hug. though people will think it's nothing. like usual. went to the corner. Duh! she pulled my hand. kinda rough. the wind's so refreshing. it didn't stop but it was getting stronger. the hug. felt like don't wanna let it go. never. Sunday, January 22, 2006, 4:12 pm
she was. i am.
im not ok. she wasn't either. sigh* i could say that im jealous. Duh! just telling the truth. but it wasn't that bad. i understand. wasn't that happy. sad? i couldn't say. we did what we did usually this morning. okey. that satisfy me. happy i could say. got her photo. im happy. are we getting futhur apart? my heart dosen't answer. ok well. she's forever 150% i could say. even tho it changes, she'll be more. she aint going down. cuz from the heart it said so. im sorry. Saturday, January 21, 2006, 11:26 pm
yeah it is.
im kinda happy today. sort of. talked to her on the phone. was kinda scared. but hey, it was really fun! hahas. first time talking to her on the phone. didn't really talk that much. okey lah. i could say. an hour, feels like less then half-an hour. Sigh!* i needa hang up. sad. i wasn't satisfy at all! LOL. continued our talks by chatting in Msn. hmmm.. it hurts me. she did that again. nevermind. Did have a great time talking. so i may say we could talk again on the phone other time yeah? haha.. -toodles- , 6:46 pm
im so touched.
way every single hour. every single minute. every single second. every single breathe. i miss her even tho we meet everyday. despite we ain't that close, from what people say. but to me, ur the most closest person in my heart. that's where u belong. we are in the same club. was so shocked as she is my leader im a group. what a Coinsedence. Friday, January 20, 2006, 6:16 pm
duh! im happy yet sad.
doing her homeworks. seems kinda busy. i don't bother. continue doing my maths. Duh! was really stress. screwed. she looks ok. not that happy tho. her smiles. was the one i wished for. i went out. breathing the fresh cool air. ekk, she went out too. she stand beside me. we didn't really talk that much.thought of going to the third floor for my prayers. She took my hand! she aint letting me go. haiz. i don't know what to say. kept telling her i wanna go. did some of my homeworks. went out again and took a walk around the school. reached the third floor, outside the library, she was there too! hmph! went to the corner. standing there alone looking around. was going in the library, but saw her going to the corner alone. standing beside her. talk. stop for a moment. talk again. then stop. she was going home. shock her hands... and she hugged me. i was stunned. but i felt so happy. was a real satisfaction. never gonna forget what happened today. heart. mind. ur in there. Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 7:51 pm
im speechless.
i was sad. i was clueless why she did that to me. i keep asking myself why. as if like i did something wrong. i was curious. i wana know whats going on. i aint gonna leave it that way. im speechless. im touched. she made me cry. im sad, but im happy. you couldn't imagine how it feels like. tears of sadness and joy. i cried although she didnt allow me to. i wasn't ready for all those words. im sorry. Saturday, January 14, 2006, 11:44 pm
can't take it.
my body's aching that Bad! my legs, my arms, my body. Duh! im tired. my eyes can't even open right now. hahahas.. but i still wanna use the comp. * yawnz * so happy to see my auntie n uncle back! hehehe.. i couldn't imagine how wonderful it is being in Perth, Australia. i wish i could ride an aeroplane someday. Oh well, thats all for the post today. i can't take it anymore. my eyes are... * snore * zzzZZzz "toodles" shhh... Friday, January 13, 2006, 9:24 pm
i need a chance!
i'm not like them. i just wanna be in the team. i wanna participate. why can't i? i won't be like them! i wanna be in the team. that's all. i won't follow how they are. not all of them are bad. it is just a sport. they ain't that bad. please understand. i really wanna join the sport. i really do. please.. give me a chance. Wednesday, January 11, 2006, 2:54 pm
three days.
i could say four, including the Sunday. what did i do at home? bleh. waste time. watch teevee. sleep the most. *zzzz* raining all day long. chilling. freezing. sleep's the best. done my homework. done memorizing. done ironing my uniform. Duh! tomorrow school. oh Great! at least there's something to do at school. or maybe some homework. rather than do nothing at home. *hmph!* something's bothering my mind. i have no idea what it is. weird. im concern about her. day by day, she said she won't be alright. duh, getting worst. haiz.. school problem? bleh. im worried. oh well, she dosen't seem to have problem. neways, just could affort to pray for her. wishing her to get better and cheer up. i won't stop worrying about you no matter what. thats final. ciaos. -toodles- Monday, January 09, 2006, 10:14 am
hey. we will miss ya.
to the airport to sent my cousin to aussie. i could say that hes and his siblings are my closest cousin. hes funny, hilarious. friendly. hardworking. Its time to go. huggs and kisses. tears of sadness and joy. we took lots lots of pictures. haha.. like some superstar i could say. haha. we won't forget u hafiz, and ur laughter. haha.. All the best for everything yeah! we will miss ya, big bro! hey sulaiha or zalifa or haslina, if u want the pic of u and ur siblings, i can sent it to u. inform me k? Sunday, January 08, 2006, 10:43 am
rainy sunday...
its chilling. Gosh.. wet wet wet. the roads. the streets. the cars. the ground. the trees. the wind's fresh. i could smell the fresh air out there. it makes me wanna sleep all day. switched on the computer. thought of using it for an hour. but more than an hour. get nagged. nagg. nagg. nagg. sigh* i wanna de-stress!! understand me. im tired. school's alrite. busy all day. i guess i could only use the computer on weekends. Sunday. school's on Saturday. six days a week. thats cool. just extremely busy with the school stuff. homeworks. memorizing. projects. its fun. i mean, its fun rather than do nothing at home. school's out on Mon, Tues and Wed. God.. that's terrible! three days is a long holiday! *cries* oh well.. its still chilling. raining. im still freezing. my legs numb. wind's blowing towards me face. smooth as a silk. fresh.. hmmm. refreshing! wheee... Monday, January 02, 2006, 9:41 pm
i'm little again! x)
Gah.. felt like i was older than the other primary student. hah.. but then, tup tup.. sec 1?! *sigh* little again huh? 1; small, new student, little. sheesh.. and who what? im in the morning session! hahaha.. i mean Oh My God. couldn't imagine how would it be tomorrow. hmph! i'd rather sleep than thinking bout tomorrow. *crack* geh..waste of time. ciaos. got to go get ready Sunday, January 01, 2006, 8:11 pm
sick days
after i went back from the camp. God, i was terribly sick. i could'nt take it. i laid on my bed most of the times. headache, vomitting, dihreoa. i wasn't that strong to compete the germs inside me. oh well, i was weak. never forgotten, my parents did everything for me. my mum didnt sleep that enough as she took care of me the whole night. till now, my headache isnt getting any better. school's opening soon, just hoping and praying that i'll be okey. worried bout school. i aint that fully prepared for the different situation at school. everything's gonna be totally different. oh well, just take it as it's part of my life. ciaos. |
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